WDWN: March-ing Into April?

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There’s something about March that felt… quiet. Not in a bad way, just not as loud or chaotic as I expected it to be. Maybe it’s because for the first time in a while, I didn’t go all out for Raya.

Usually, this season would mean sketching, sewing, stressing over fabrics, and last-minute adjustments—but this year, I took a different route. I only bought one baju Raya, and the other two? Pulled straight from the archive. And honestly, there’s something really special about that. Wearing pieces I made years ago and still feeling like they hold up—it reminded me that good design really is timeless.

Work-wise, I’m still adjusting. Being a one-man team handling marketing for two brands is no small feat, but the pressure hasn’t been as intense as I imagined. Still, just because it’s manageable doesn’t mean I want to stay in that comfort zone. I know myself—I need growth, I need challenge, I need to feel like I’m moving forward.

One thing I truly appreciate though is the environment. My boss has been surprisingly attentive, and that makes a huge difference. There was a moment this month where I had to sit down and be honest about something that’s been on my mind. I’ve been working closely with one of the co-founders, and while discussions are easy, they’ve also been… stagnant. It felt like talking to a mirror—same thoughts, same perspectives, just going in circles without actually arriving anywhere new.

And I realized—that’s not what I want.

So I spoke up. I asked if I could work with someone who brings a different skill set to the table, someone I can actually learn from. And thankfully, that conversation was heard. Moments like that remind me how important it is to advocate for yourself—and how valuable it is to be in a place where those conversations are welcomed.

Outside of work, life has been… okay. A bit heavy at times. A close friend of mine was admitted to the hospital twice this month due to TB, which was honestly scary. It’s one of those things that puts everything into perspective real quick.

Raya itself felt quick, almost like it came and went in a blink—but it was good. Simple, fun, and maybe that’s all I needed this year. And in the midst of it, I finally made my way back to Instagram. A small comeback, but a meaningful one.

So, what’s next?

April feels like a reset.

I’m really hoping that I’ll get the chance to collaborate with someone new—someone who challenges me, inspires me, and matches my energy. As much as I love social media, doing it for so long in the same way has started to feel a little… repetitive. I think I’m craving evolution.

I also want to show up more online again—but differently this time. For almost a year, being offline felt safe. No pressure, no expectations. And while I appreciated that phase, I think I’m ready to come back—but on my own terms.

No more forcing content just for the sake of it. No more stressing over consistency to the point of burnout. I want to share what I love, when I feel like it. And when there’s nothing to share, I want to be okay with that too.

This time, being online will feel lighter. More intentional. More me.

So here’s to April—hopefully a month of growth, better conversations, new energy, and showing up in ways that actually feel right.

Let’s see where this goes.