One Of My Biggest Dreams

If you know me, you know how much of a Little Monster I am. I can’t help it—I’ll take any opportunity to talk about Lady Gaga. Her music, her artistry, her message—it all means the world to me. And after almost 20 years of being a fan, I’m finally going to see her live!

The Chromatica Ball That Almost Was

Back in September 2022, I had plans to fly to Japan for The Chromatica Ball. I was so ready to experience Gaga live for the first time… until reality hit.

I had never traveled to Japan before, and since I was going alone, the idea of navigating a new country, language barriers, and concert logistics all by myself terrified me. I chickened out. I told myself, "Maybe it’s just not my time yet."

Looking back, I regret not pushing through—but I also know that everything happens for a reason.

Mayhem & The Universe Aligning

Then came 2025. Mayhem dropped, and I was obsessed—this might just be her best album yet (and that’s saying something!). When she announced her promotional tour, including a stop in Singapore, I knew this was my sign.

No more excuses. No more fear. This was IT.

I secured my ticket, and now, in just a few weeks, I’ll be standing in front of Mother Monster herself, screaming my heart out to "Applause," "Poker Face," and "Bloody Mary" (manifesting a Mayhem deep cut too, please!).

What Will Happen to Me?

Honestly… I don’t know.

Will I cry the entire time? Probably.

Will I forget how to breathe and pass out? A real possibility.

Will I black out from sheer joy and miss half the concert? God, I hope not.

All I know is—I don’t want to miss a single second. I want to be fully present, soaking in every note, every movement, every electrifying moment. I’ve waited two decades for this. I refuse to let my emotions (or my weak knees) ruin it!

Gratitude & Excitement

I’m just so thankful that this is finally happening. Thank you, God, thank you, universe, and thank you, Lady Gaga, for giving me this moment.

To all my fellow Little Monsters who’ve seen her live—tell me everything. How did you survive the emotional overload? Any tips for not collapsing when she hits that first note?

And to those still waiting for their moment—don’t give up. Your time will come.

See you in the crowd, little monsters. 💖

— Faiz Faisal