This song really sums up how and what I'm currently feeling inside. Dah berapa lama dah work from home and God knows how many PKP we've been through but nothing seems to change. If it does it only changed from bad to worst.
Honestly, I've so many things going through my head and sakit sangat kepala when we have so much to think about dalam satu masa. The feeling of the need to meet everyone's expectation is really suffocating. There are times where I feel like I'm so done with doing anything and just want to lay in bed and forget about all the things. But obviously, I can't do that because I got bills to pay and I need money to survive.
I don't know how the system is going to help us because from what I'm seeing so far, memang tak boleh diharap. I mean they know we are suffering but they can still do things that they asked us not to do. They can still live a lavish lifestyle! Sometimes it hurts me to know the fact that there are people who can be so heartless and insensitive. Penat weh sumpah!
Tak tau apa lagi yang kita boleh buat tak make things better? Even the rakyat came up with our own solutions pun the system boleh mock us. Who else can we turn to for help? I know God is here to help us tapi tak kan lah nak duduk tadah tangan berdoa tanpa berbuat apa-apa kan? We need to do something then berdoa that it goes well.
Okay I think I'm done talking for today. Sebenarnya memang dah penat dah ni, cuma cari reasons to be happy je and motivation to continue on. Thank you for your time! See you again soon.
P/S: Screaming from the top of my lungs, what's going on?
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